a piece memories of highschooler girl

I passed by my high school just now and something just popped up inside my head, remind me many years has passed by since the first time time I wore my grey-white uniform.

There were the time when I'm a freshman, sophomore and even been a senior.

There were the time that I had some dearest friend, a boyfriend to messed up with, being part of student council, even I was also joining Granula, the best club ever.

There were much story to told, but just now what I've been remember was the time that one of my senior  caught me when I was crying in a corner on the day of school's music festival, which I became one of the committee. I'm not sure what made me cry back then but somehow this senior came to near me with his guitar and started mumbling a song. He was being there and after a while  he talked to me. Some of them be like :

"Why are you crying?"
"Who made you crying?"
"Is that your friends?"
"Is that your boyfriend?" (Ah just in case, he knew my bf back then)
"Ah, if you had some one troubling you just told me. Is that your friend of even your boyfriend, I got your back so no need to worry, ok?"
And that made me cry even more.
"Hey, stop crying. You're already ugly. More you're crying, more uglier you get. So stop it, ok?"

Hahaha. That just make my smile. He's the best coward senior I known. Actually that time, we didn't talk to each other so much, we're just someone who knew each other since junior high school. But that time was really the greatest memories I had with him.

May you have a good life as always, coward senior of mine.

what i talk about when i talk about future

Hi! It's been a while. Oh, no. It feels like forever since my last post. 

I just finish a manga which the story made me want to write this kind of post.

I'm going to talk about the future I've dream of. 

Yea, it's also been a while for me talk about future since once my dream of a future cut off with my last relationship break up. I ever dream some futures with that person before and then it just cut off and I also ever thought that I won't like talk about future. But i think it's okay now. Future just a mystery, isn't it?

So about the manga I've read. It's called Taiyou No Ie and been written by Taamo. It's about romance and family. Even the story didn't match to mine but I really enjoyed the story. And come to think of it, I became to think of story of my life. I had no boyfriend or something for now on, but after I read that manga I became like to imagine my future family somehow. Yeah whoever I'd end up to go with, I just want to write somethings here until the day of my turn come.

Then for now on, I'll talking about a house. I really do like Japanese's ordinary house style which let the sun light go through the house by a huge window (I don't know what it called). Sunlight always make me feel better and I think it's good for our health in physic and spiritual way. So I think I'd like to have a house with a huge window and a backyard for the view. I think it would be great to had a family room or dinning table that heading to backyard. And in the backyard I had an image of a backyard with a small pool, swing, and something like a wall for wall climbing practice maybe. Ah, that kind of stuff I do really want that one at my house so my kids also could use to that kind of activities. Oh, and also, I'm not wished for a huge house, but I do prefer a house with second floor so it won't use too much land because I'd like to had a front yard too. I guess I'd like to have pets, and plant something on my front yard and backyard. Ah talking about a house, actually I don't really dream too high or something, i just like "Oh, it would be great to have like that one" but actually when I'm talking about a house (I'd like to call it home),  it isn't only about a place, it's a feeling. A house that could make you feel like you're home, a place where all member there, and also your feeling, that's something I dream of. 

I also want to take my child to do so much thing that I like. It become selfish, I know. But, I really want them to feel what the way I feel, I want them to learn what I've to learn about life. Not in particularly same way, because I want them to find their on way. It's okay if in the end the won't become something that I like, but I want them to be something they wanna be. I want them to do something they truly like and good at. And ah their parent I want to documenting all of their way to get there. I can imagine that I make a scrapbook of my child's first mountain, of their first summit, or their first trophy. Hahaha. I though I'd like take so many pictures in the future. I want to left trace of so many moment that we spend together. And when as the time passed, I can imagine that we could open that scrapbook together and talking about all of things that we've been through. 

Talking about the future always fun. There are so many things that I want to happen in my life. It also give me a strength to keep my life going on. And that feeling that comes when I hope "tomorrow would be better than yesterday" get my self together to always moving on.

Have a good life!

hai, udah maret aja

Ini bukan pos serius ndak usah diseriusin, seriusnya sama aku aja.

Sebenarnya sih sudah masuk kuliah dari lama banget. Sekitar awal Februari. Dan sejak itu waktuku kembali penuh oleh kuliah dan hal-hal lain. Yah walaupun mungkin kesanya sekarag lebih selow karena sudah meletakkan jabatan sekjend merangkap HRD merangkap pembantu umum. Wqwqwq.

Dan yang paling memberi kejutan pada semester ini adalah berat badan. Gile banget dah. Hidupku bener-bener kurang jogging.

Pengen ngajakin dek akid juga naik gunung kek atau apa. Biar quality time berdua gitulah. Kapan lagi soalnya. Tapi si adek ini takut ketinggian, nah loh dek  :(

Pengen bisa ngetawain hidup.

Sedih aku kadang melihat hal-hal hebat yang dilakukan orang lain pada umurku yang sekarang. Nah umur. Beban kepala dua udah dipundak, perputaran waktu begitu cepat. Agustus ini udah 21. Agustus tahun depan 22. Agustus tahun depannya lagi 23. Dan seterusnya kalo ndak keburu mati.

Kok gini banget ya rasanya hidup.

Oke. Ndak boleh ngeluh tapi.
Mengeluh hanya untuk orang lemah.

Untuk apapun itu, tsemangaaaaat!

Funtastic Four goes to Sumbing

Akhirnya blog ini nggak terisi kalo aku nggak pergi-pergi ya haha. Maaf.

Oke kali ini aku ada cerita bagus nih.

walaaa. masih bersih, kinclong, belum kehujanan dan belum ngglumut.

Jadi ceritanya kemarin anak-anak team imoet punya rencana buat reuni. Singkat cerita sih kita setuju buat reuni di Gunung Sumbing tanggal 21 Januari 2016. Dan pada akhirnya hanya empat orang selo yang bisa ikutan, yak siapa lagi kalo bukan Avan, Radil, Imam dan akika sendiri. Hahaha. Yah gak papa deh ya tetep gaaas aja berangkat kita. Penting yaqin! Hahaha.

Nah, berikut ini adalah cerita perjalanan kami...