what i talk about when i talk about future

Hi! It's been a while. Oh, no. It feels like forever since my last post. 

I just finish a manga which the story made me want to write this kind of post.

I'm going to talk about the future I've dream of. 

Yea, it's also been a while for me talk about future since once my dream of a future cut off with my last relationship break up. I ever dream some futures with that person before and then it just cut off and I also ever thought that I won't like talk about future. But i think it's okay now. Future just a mystery, isn't it?

So about the manga I've read. It's called Taiyou No Ie and been written by Taamo. It's about romance and family. Even the story didn't match to mine but I really enjoyed the story. And come to think of it, I became to think of story of my life. I had no boyfriend or something for now on, but after I read that manga I became like to imagine my future family somehow. Yeah whoever I'd end up to go with, I just want to write somethings here until the day of my turn come.

Then for now on, I'll talking about a house. I really do like Japanese's ordinary house style which let the sun light go through the house by a huge window (I don't know what it called). Sunlight always make me feel better and I think it's good for our health in physic and spiritual way. So I think I'd like to have a house with a huge window and a backyard for the view. I think it would be great to had a family room or dinning table that heading to backyard. And in the backyard I had an image of a backyard with a small pool, swing, and something like a wall for wall climbing practice maybe. Ah, that kind of stuff I do really want that one at my house so my kids also could use to that kind of activities. Oh, and also, I'm not wished for a huge house, but I do prefer a house with second floor so it won't use too much land because I'd like to had a front yard too. I guess I'd like to have pets, and plant something on my front yard and backyard. Ah talking about a house, actually I don't really dream too high or something, i just like "Oh, it would be great to have like that one" but actually when I'm talking about a house (I'd like to call it home),  it isn't only about a place, it's a feeling. A house that could make you feel like you're home, a place where all member there, and also your feeling, that's something I dream of. 

I also want to take my child to do so much thing that I like. It become selfish, I know. But, I really want them to feel what the way I feel, I want them to learn what I've to learn about life. Not in particularly same way, because I want them to find their on way. It's okay if in the end the won't become something that I like, but I want them to be something they wanna be. I want them to do something they truly like and good at. And ah their parent I want to documenting all of their way to get there. I can imagine that I make a scrapbook of my child's first mountain, of their first summit, or their first trophy. Hahaha. I though I'd like take so many pictures in the future. I want to left trace of so many moment that we spend together. And when as the time passed, I can imagine that we could open that scrapbook together and talking about all of things that we've been through. 

Talking about the future always fun. There are so many things that I want to happen in my life. It also give me a strength to keep my life going on. And that feeling that comes when I hope "tomorrow would be better than yesterday" get my self together to always moving on.

Have a good life!