hi, baby.

hi, baby.

I'm still copping with this feeling of losing you. 

everything that I did, somehow remind me of you. 

last wednesday, I got discharged from hospital. just when I went to the room, I just couldn't stop my tears. every little thing in this room, reminds me of you. the pregnancy pillow, the clothes that I was wearing, the vitamins that I consume, even everytime I ate, I always remember that I used to eat for you too. 

as the day went by, I stared to feel better. but some other time, when I just suddenly remember of you, I will run to your dad, hugging him, as I can't stop my tears flowing. he will just hug me back without saying anything until I calmed down. it surprised me that I was so attached to you more than I realized, baby. 

everyday I pray that you will be happier there. mom and dad loves still, and always, baby. ♡