So, apparently I'm interested just a little, little, very little bit with this guy. Oh my god I finally admit it.. but it just a little bit okay!
He's kind of a friend, and I can say that we're pretty close. As close as I could drop off anytime at his dorm, and so is he at my home.
We weren't always together but we hung out several times. Shopping, got a run together, or just met by face to say hi, got chats sometimes just to over jokes or got some discussions over little thing. But that's it. Oh, and we got our "matching jersey". I called it that because it isn't good for my heart to called it "couple jersey" okay.
Ah. Actually I'm not really sure about my feeling toward him, you know. I mean, sometimes it feel like I was just going with the flow and we got close, but then we just stopped. It feels like there was always be an invisible wall between us. And when I gave some thoughts about our further relationship, apparently, I just gave up. And then I went back to the step one, and did that over again. It kind of my feeling was going in a circle. But amazingly and stupidly, I'm okay with it.
I don't know what will happen in the future, but I'm sure I'm wishing for the happiness. Ah, I mean his happiness. Oh god! Okay!! Our happiness!!!
With or without.
He's kind of a friend, and I can say that we're pretty close. As close as I could drop off anytime at his dorm, and so is he at my home.
We weren't always together but we hung out several times. Shopping, got a run together, or just met by face to say hi, got chats sometimes just to over jokes or got some discussions over little thing. But that's it. Oh, and we got our "matching jersey". I called it that because it isn't good for my heart to called it "couple jersey" okay.
Ah. Actually I'm not really sure about my feeling toward him, you know. I mean, sometimes it feel like I was just going with the flow and we got close, but then we just stopped. It feels like there was always be an invisible wall between us. And when I gave some thoughts about our further relationship, apparently, I just gave up. And then I went back to the step one, and did that over again. It kind of my feeling was going in a circle. But amazingly and stupidly, I'm okay with it.
I don't know what will happen in the future, but I'm sure I'm wishing for the happiness. Ah, I mean his happiness. Oh god! Okay!! Our happiness!!!
With or without.
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