same shit, different year.

hi, i've been gone for a while now when i just promised my self to write more. lol.

let it be.

so, this title got me right on the feels. i mean, it's almost a year since i've been graduate and seems like nothing change. still jobless, poor and miserably single. uhm. not miserable tho. i'm just enjoying to be by my self for too long so that i forget how it feels like to have someone around.

some people advised me to think about what i wanted to do, but all i want to is just to be rich. lol. i mean, i don't exactly had anything in mind. i want to go aboard, but had no enough confidence in my self. i want to just stay low and do that teacher thing but i don't want to just stay low. i want to get married but i lost interest in marriage. not that i turned to gay or whatnot. everything just felt so numb.

i need 5G for sure.

Good God, Get  Grip Girl.