I had a crush on this guy.
3 years ago, may be?
A little about him, he's... everything I hoped a man could be...? He had everything that I hoped I had. He did everything I couldn't did. And he got a nice face there. Ohhh... He was just perfect!! Okay I wasn't sure if it was a crush or just an admiration. But in short, I liked him. Even I got several suck poet about him and our time together. Uh. I always be so melancony.
He's a good person with calm gesture, talk less listen more, and fun. That's what come when you like someone, everything the did seems good.
So, there was a time when we had the chance for a talk, just both of us. A good talk at first. And then we started to talk about our past relationship. In the end, I found out that he had a crush on someone else. I got dumped even before I had my confession. Back then I thought it was for the best, that he didn't know how I felt, and we could stay as friend.
We got different uni so didn't meet much, so the only thing left to knew about him was just through social media. I just knew when he was going out with his crush, and when they break up, when he got some problems, when he was going out with a new girl, when he grew hes hair again.. oh man. I sound creepy!!! But yeah. That was the only way, I got his news btw. And I admit that I was kind of stalking him, through his sosmed. -_-
And so. He's back. With just a short message that mentioned my name. And a snapgram about my post that contains his photo. And yea, that little thing remind me how I used to like him. And to keep my insanity I wrote down my feeling.
I knew he didn't mean anything with that, but I just... happy. I still like him after all, but now I know that the feeling I got for him it's just an admiration, not a romantic one. So here it is, just like a fan got mentioned by her idol, I got that exact same feeling.
3 years ago, may be?
A little about him, he's... everything I hoped a man could be...? He had everything that I hoped I had. He did everything I couldn't did. And he got a nice face there. Ohhh... He was just perfect!! Okay I wasn't sure if it was a crush or just an admiration. But in short, I liked him. Even I got several suck poet about him and our time together. Uh. I always be so melancony.
He's a good person with calm gesture, talk less listen more, and fun. That's what come when you like someone, everything the did seems good.
So, there was a time when we had the chance for a talk, just both of us. A good talk at first. And then we started to talk about our past relationship. In the end, I found out that he had a crush on someone else. I got dumped even before I had my confession. Back then I thought it was for the best, that he didn't know how I felt, and we could stay as friend.
We got different uni so didn't meet much, so the only thing left to knew about him was just through social media. I just knew when he was going out with his crush, and when they break up, when he got some problems, when he was going out with a new girl, when he grew hes hair again.. oh man. I sound creepy!!! But yeah. That was the only way, I got his news btw. And I admit that I was kind of stalking him, through his sosmed. -_-
And so. He's back. With just a short message that mentioned my name. And a snapgram about my post that contains his photo. And yea, that little thing remind me how I used to like him. And to keep my insanity I wrote down my feeling.
I knew he didn't mean anything with that, but I just... happy. I still like him after all, but now I know that the feeling I got for him it's just an admiration, not a romantic one. So here it is, just like a fan got mentioned by her idol, I got that exact same feeling.
